Sorry to the readers out there, but I have been doing some construction to the editing business that is myself. I have decided to up the ante and learn some new skills. In doing so, I hope that my next few blogs will be filled with triumphs and true understanding of what I want in life.
Ultimately everyone wants to be happy right? What is happiness? Is it spending millions or perhaps billions of dollars? Is it being with the people you love? Is it venturing out and seeing what doors will open for you when you take that daring first step? My hopes in finding my happiness, I will have a little bit of all that life can offer. A happy family, healthy relationships all around, and a steady income so that I may enjoy traveling the world.
I have decided to take a huge first step for myself and stop living so comfortably and stressfully at the same time. My goal before the end of the year is to leave the current companies I am working for and do more freelance work. In doing this, I feel that it will only lead me to self discovery and adventure. I know freelance work is a scary thing to think about. How can I guarantee I will have a job, well I am hoping I can discover if this is what makes me happy. It would be nice to work a bunch, followed by a bit of time off. I feel that this would allow me to explore the world. I am putting myself out there and trying for everything. I want to choose what projects to work on and whom to work with. I want to create my life and create my happiness. With that said, I have decided to learn more in my field and stop feeling like everyone is ahead of my skill level. I have been working diligently on my graphic design background, so that I can now offer this as part of my post-production services. I want to put my best foot forward when I am taking that first step.
I hope this blog is more inspiring than it is just a few sentences of complaining about being happier. All of this was triggered by some very wise words a friend of mine posted on Facebook,
" Hold out for opportunities that are worthy of you. Do not rush. Do not let fear rule your life. Know your value, put in the work and be willing to wait."
I won't let fear rule my life. I am here and I am awesome!